Thailand Is finally coming again. Few more days and il be heading there. Like Excited like tt rite? Haiya, but this time, im gg there with a really really tight budget and im gonna go to thai with a bus. So tt means its gonna be a whole day of travelling just to go there. Well, I hope it'll be comfortable.

Life goes by, nothings changed. Camps, camps......sarah meeting sessions and just relax and do nothing. Sometimes I think of the past, think back and I just wonder what leads me here to this path. Im happy where I am, happy with my life and girl friend but when I think of reality it scares me. Like what am I gonna do In future. What's my job goona be. Am I gonna get a good job. This kind of questions really scare me. But when I think back, i do miss the really old times uh. Like my frens and jus living a happy go lucky life, nothing to worry about. Maybe jus the mistakes I use to do. But now, everything's just so serious, like if I don't do it now, its never come again kind of thing.

Love has been great. It still pumps my life with happiness, smiles, and with everything nice you know of. Sarah has been a great girlfriend, actually the greatest. Im lucky to get her, to get someone who loves me and really cares for me, but doesn't really show but I know she ;oves me alot. Haha, sometimes she's funny herself.

Well, after Thai I need to calculate and really write down What I have to do next. Cos if not Il just be lost again.

Hmm....pimples pimples.....what can i do to get rid of u? The scars....hmm......it comes to a point tt smtimes I don't wanna look at my face, cos I get more worried. Then Il start thinking how other ppl actually look at my face and how they feel. Im not trying to be insecure uh but these are the questions tt comes to my head, and they are mostly facts uh.

Whatever la.
Thai's coming, lets let loose and have fun
Goodnight and Go