I try my best to make every single moment of our lives special and fun. Did it work? Did it happen? Or did i jus fail?

We are somewhr out thr loving each other alot, but yet we can't be together. I understand the reasons. Am i selfish? The questions all still play around in my head. Isn't it nice to be in love? Isn't it nice to love and be loved by somebody. To be cared and missed.

Im missing all of that now. I don't know why. The time's gonna come. Time will tell the ans. But why? Arn't we happy? Arn't you happy? It saddens me, but I am happy. It saddens me cos i noe what's waiting infront of me, but I'm not sure how to react.

Am i not good? Am i never good enough? Am i pathetic? I m not, My hearts telling me what to do. Hmm.....

Hmm......Siti Sarah......why? Love? Misses? Kisses? Hugs? Comfort? Friendship? And love?

I just can't get you out of my head. And Im jus so close to you, Im comfortable with you. I can't stop calling you mine. Is tt wrong?

Do you remember, us lying down. Asking ourselves, or maybe telling each other under the stars, I feel like i Love you, but do you think its love? Then we lied thr silent. But we jus smiled and didnt say anything cos we know. We know it inside of us. Tt we like each other very much and that only time will tell that we love each other. And up to this day......my feelings have develop. It loves you, I love you.

Im feeling uneasy but my heart wants it all out. It can't keep it in. Not being able to meet you or see you on certain days.....my god....it feels too long. I can't wait. May tomorrow be a good day for us.

May the ans come. Heart you