And So NOFX was Superb. It was awesome but it wasn't how i expected it to be. It wasn't so packed but still it was awesome. Yesterday was 1 of the best days ever but also the suckiest.

I fought with my deary and yea it was a big fight. I havent cried my heart out for such a long time. And when she told me we're gonna break up, my heart sank so deep i cldnt breath. I was thinking to myself.......will my heart be broken again? Will my heart be scared again. I don't wanna go through this again.

How could you do this to me? I ask myself sometimes, why when we fight, you must ask for a break up? You know how sad I'l get? Its like you don't want this relationship. Its like you don't want us to stay. Cos everytime a big fight happens, you ask me to be your friend. Ive told you before, if we ever do break up, Il never be you r friend neither your enemy. We'd be like not knowing each other. Cos you are my best freind, my good buddy and my lovable girlfriend, and if we do breakup, its never gonna be the same again.

I jus wish you cld change tt habit of yours. You say you love me, then why let me go? Why don't you wanna keep us together? Im Sad Siti Sarah. Im Happy when You're around me. Your presents just make me happy......im filled with joy when you're beside me. You mean alot to me.....You are that special to me. I wonder whether Im special to you. Cos sometimes Im cluless. I wanna noe how much you love me, how far would you go for me.

Being together is easy, but holding us together isn't as easy. Its like maintaining a car after you buy it. Its not tt i wanna compare but yea. And i wanna noe whether you are willing too to go for the long run

I guess you wnt be reading this cause you rarely blog now and i guess you don't even check my blog anymore. As this blog slips away....

I love you dear Sarah.

Pls don't bring me down.

Don't break my heart.

May the both of us stay happy together.

Missing you like coconuts.

Love you DUDU!