..........its 6:24a.m

I reached home around 4:15am and i called a friend straight away.....chatted with her for awhile and we planned to sleep cos we're going out today. We're gonna have alot of fun today so we need to rest....

So ya, laid on my bed, and as usual listened to some music before i go to sleep....I fell asleep, and suddenly after 10 mins of peace i woke up with a shock. (sigh) why? I wondered to myself. And all of a sudden flashbacks and memories came and hit me hard. Haizz......why now. So here i am, typing this out......can't sleep but sleepy on the brain. I hate it when this thing happens sia. Tsk! Sial uh! Rimas gileer uh....donno what my heart wants. It wants to feel sad, happy and even excited. I donno....when it suddenly cam i felt like bursting all my tears out, but sometimes i can't any more. I donno why. Till now. Isn't it kind of wierd? Haizzz......

Am i suppose to miss that person? Should i go back? Ah! FUCK IT LA! It's useless.....i am so far away and i'm standing up straight....why must this shit have to happen to me now? FUCK! Fuck all the questions that's playing around in my mind.....eeee irritating gileer sial.....I can seriously go on with all my swearing......haizzzz.....