Sway

Ive got 2 weeks of school left b4 its my exam. Ive only got 1 paper to do, my business module. Then its my 3 weeks holiday. Is that short or wat sey....Well, i guess Ill be busy doing things during my holidays and i guess it will jus pass by very fast. The fasting Month is really nearing, About 30 something days left. Hmm...am i ready? haha....

Hmm....I wanna know somethings. My heart's yearning to know somethings. I donno whether its still to fast or too early. I donno whether we're going anywhere. My heart beats for her but I donno whether there are any Improvements. Im missing you...and Im not able to meet you. And if I do get to meet you, you're always tired. But that's not important. I won't be seeing her till dono when uh...Ive got camp on the weekend.....She's goin out with her friends later and Im busy on friday. Im jus sorry if Ive hurt you or disappointed you last time.....

Well.....1st week of holiday, hope i can go on another expedition sumwhere. Planning and finding a place to go. If not then Ill jus do camps and work then. But Im really looking forward to the expedition and i hope it happens uh.

Im looking for a job now, I dono when i can start working again. Im out of money and I need to find it. Ive got responsibilities. Parents havent given me money to buy consession yet. Hmm....so Im always topping up my card like every 2, 3 days? Hmm.....

A song for you.....

I talk to you as to a friend
I hope that's what you've come to be
It feels as though we've made amends
Like we found a way eventually

It was you who picked the pieces up
When I was a broken soul
And then glued me back together
Returned to me what others stole

I don't wanna hurt you
I don't wanna make you sway
Like I know I've done before
I will not do it anymore
I've always been a dreamer
I've had my head among the clouds
Now that I'm coming down
Won't you be my solid ground'

I look at you and see a friend
I hope that's what you wanna be
Are we back now where it all began'
Have you finally forgiven me'

You gathered my dreams in
When they all blew away
And then tricked them back into me
You saved me
I was almost dead

Our 1st kiss.....

Missing You....

Hi All

Hi Ayul?

Hi Ezad?

Hi Sarah?

Hello!!!!!!!!

Hmmm......here i am in class now doing nothing as usual.....Skool's a wreck now. And im in a position where "If I don't do this or that" Im gone.....My parents have to come down to skool to meet my teacher and if they don't, Im gonna get sacked. Im under observation for 2 weeks from now, and if im late for 1 lesson, out i go.....Kao....I aint gonna let them kick me out of skool sia. What am i gonna do then. I know i always come late, but its better coming then not coming at all wat.... Hmm...I just signed the agreements already and the teacher is now processing the neccessary letters and documents. Kao......No way man!

Need to start working sonn but i can't start yet. With all this i can't work. My projects done, ive handed it in....This thursday is my CA and a few weeks time its my exams. Fasting month is nearing and it'll soon be Raya.....

I wanna go JB soon....I wanna go ubin soon....hmm....

If you don't know me by now
You will never never never know me

All the things that we've been through
You should understand me
Like I understand you
Now girl I know the difference
Between right and wrong
I ain't gonna do nothing
To break up our happy home
Don't get so excited
When I come home
A little late at night
Cos we only act like children
When we argue fuss and fight

If you don't know me by now
You will never never never know me

We've all got our
Own funny moods
I've got mine, Woman you've got yours too
Just trust in me like I trust in you
As long as we've been together
It should be so easy to do
Just get yourself together
Or we might as well say goodbye
What good is a love affair
When you can't see eye to eye

If you don't know me by now
You will never Never never know me

Its just nice to listen to old songs again. And just let the body sway with the music. Its a good thing i had a chance to hear all this songs when I was younger. Now that I know the meanings to the song, it sounds so much better.

Am I suppose to weep listening to all this songs? Hmm.....I donno...memories jus come flashing through my mind. Whether old or new. Its nice la, but yeah...I miss all the times i did this and that. Wish some things could just come back and happen again.

I just feel like I have alot of things to type but it doesnt seem to come out. Maybe some things are just not meant to be mentioned. Its 0130, Im suppose to take a shower then pray and go to sleep. BUt i feel a lil uneasy. Maybe after i pray things will be better abit. Hmm.....Zad...thanks for the things you told me. Haha.....Im still smiling and laughing to myself to wat we talked about. Hmm.....just wish i could just do all the things i wanna do. It just takes time i guess. How long...not sure.....Ive already did a mistake...and i wish i could turn back but i cant. But life goes on i guess. Not hoping but by having faith in god and myself. Cehdibah!!!! Yeabah!!!Hahaha.....

Going Insane

Crazy

But still ok.....

Ah....crapping Again....